they tell me, "if you want to get better, you need to write every day."
maybe I don't want to write every day. maybe I just want to sit down and bang it out when inspiration hits me. maybe I just want to write when I am in envy of someone elses other artsy stuff.
maybe I don't want to get better, be great or have my shit seen by a ton of people.
maybe I want to drown in my own mediocrity.
sometimes 50% is all thats left in the tank after the day to day rigamarole we call life.
so maybe all I want to do is take time to recharge.
maybe I want to sit in a warm climate and listen to dave matthews and tim reynolds
while I'm drinking beers and eating pizza.
maybe neither my location nor my pancreas thinks thats a great idea.
maybe I have to say, "fuck you rhode island, fuck you pancreas, and fuck you dave matthews."
wait.....no. Not, "fuck dave matthews, he rules."
maybe it sounds like I need to sit and bang it out, every...single...day.
I hope you all are well.